Crabs are for F-R-E-A-K-S! Kidding. LOL!

Crabs, and other species, don't have a spirit and a conscious mind. It is only us, humans, are capable of thinking and talking. Crabs, as well as the other animals, are created by God to be eaten. I wondered why. According to my ever endearing mom, and as an existing fact in the mere reality, humans can't and shouldn't eat humans. That is cannibalism, if so. That's why God made something to eat like those.

Crabs are decapod crustaceans of the infraorder Brachyura, which typically have a very short "tail", or where the abdomen is entirely hidden under the thorax. They are generally covered with a thick exoskeleton, and are armed with a single pair of chelea/claws. So, looking at them is really yucky.

My mother loves to eat foods extracted from the sea. And there is definitely no exemption for crabs. She bought 3 from the market and cooked them grittily. The poor, craving for freedom, and alive crabs wanted to escape from the pan, but they couldn't. I. . pity them. . . But, my mom said that I should not think of it. God made them to be eaten by men. No need to fret or feel skeptical. Anyway, hungry mouths do not resist any food. LOL!

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I am a Starbucks tambay. LOL! After our Christmas party yesterday, I went to Shangri-La to give myself a treat as an early Christmas present. Everything was fine eventually, like I played hard at Powerstation and Timezone (Megamall with Cathryn). I bought simple but cute gifts for my assumptionistang ate, my car-lover daddy, and my nagger mommy. LOL! I should not speak of where and what are the gifts I bought for them here for they might read this post. And if so, there will be no element of surprise anymore. He, he.

"It's really not about the gifts' price by the way, it is
about a thought of giving them with your heart staked wholly and at its finest."

And that's the true meaning of Christmas for me. . .

Advanced Merry Christmas to all. . .

Thank you, and Welcome Back! ♥

"Everything has an end, isn't it?, but you can go back to the start if you want it for something so good."

I've been into a painful days. I also felt like a young man being tormented in his own wits. I said that we should say goodbye and move on. Yeah, love makes us losers, but then I realized that it isn't love that makes us scum. . . Sad but true, it's us! tsk!

I've learned my lessons! Damnable freak! I can't live without you! Oh so restless nights. . . Lonely fools, dipping stackers of grit, and lonesome loafs are us. But now, Tanan! ♪ My gratitude for your presence again. I heard you knock! I opened that door and said, welcome back.

"It's not about what you wear, it's about your face!" ♂

I can't find any of her pics anymore.. so this.. LOL!

Danica, my sister, was caught sleeping. LOL!

Shopping is always the best thing one can do. Yeah boy! My mom and my sister love it! Stores like Schu, Mango, Nafnaf. . . Just to name a few, are the stores that my sis loves to go and shop!

She's sooo extravagant! haha. While she is looking for something to buy at Schu, the topic about tiangge came in. My mom told us that clothes from tiangge are somewhat similar to those items in mall. So why go for expensive ones? In fact, there are also Class A Lacoste stuffs in 168 Mall / Divisoria. Haha. Then I thought for a quote, I made mine. Okay, Sometimes, it's fine to buy there. Oh yeah! "It's not about what you wear, its about your face!" Exactly.. What does it mean? If your face value is fine, then anything you will wear will look good.

What did we do last night in Shangri-La?

Nica> She bought shoes from Schu and a gift for Ubeng.

Me> Bought a new Converse body bag, yipee! (Good for Christmas) and something for our exchange gift.

And. . . We had our dinner at Steaktown, 5th Level.

"Linggo ng Kabataan 2006"☺

You might think that this is already the Senate of the Philippines, hmm, you are terribly wrong!!

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This is just us. . .

In the Youth Week 2006. . .

Focusing on the lives of Mandaluyong Youths of today. . .

We formally replaced and became the counterparts of the great councilors of Mandaluyong of today just for a week. Our job was to pass bills, which we assumed that will help the youth, make new friends, and learn and understand what is really the significance of the roles of our leaders in the government.

We, together with the other 36 bright young men and women in our beloved city of Mandaluyong, elected the fortunate students who will gladly replace, as what I have said, the city councilors, Mayor, Vice-mayor, and Congressman. 14 out of 16 schools participated in the youth week. Chowking foods served as our breakfast, lunch, and snacks! The taste of their foods stuck in my mouth. he, he! Imagine, approximately a week?!

AT FIRST, we only glanced at each other and resembled as shy, innocent, and unsociable little stray dogs. That was only during the first few days. . . Until, having crushes shackled everyone, frienships started to bloom, having enemies begun to be forgotten. AND NOW, we are so close to each other that we demand for no tomorrow.

Who will not get struck if your co-delegates are too gentle and friendly? Who will forget the cheerful and the wacky attitude of Sylvester, the sluggish voice of Colleen, the 3 PowerPuff Girls of Good Sheperd Christian School, the impeccably looouuudd sound of Jonas' voice, the cheerful vice-mayor?, and many more. . . Above all, who will ever dare to forget me? LOL.

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"Children are reasonably the hope of the future generation. . . Some busts out normally. . . Some enjoys their healthy lifestyle. . . But in the shocking reality, a big number of the children population is suffering from a malice, threatening, and pitiable life. . ."

Sa Jollibee, bee-Da ang saya! Sa Jollibee, Bee-Da and Bata!

As a part of our being the temporary counterparts of the city councilors, and also, inline with the celebration of the Linggo ng Kabataan, a Christmas party for the street children was conducted at Jollibee Maysilo as sponsored by the SK Federation.

I just came to the venue from our school because of a boogie dance number. The noisy singing of Boomtarat of 60+ children, who came from indigent families in some areas of Mandaluyong, bothered me a little when I entered. However, when I saw their big-smiled faces, my face started to light up. We served their foods blissfully, sang sweet children songs upon them when one started to cry, became an example of those ocho-ocho and spaghetti moves for the roaring parlor games, and gave our utmost care and attention for a few hours. I bet that if you were also there, you started loving the street but sweet little children.

My new friend from the Youth Counterpart Team, Shelly.

Me and my classmate Colleen who is also a Counterpart/Representative

What do you think?! ♪ ♪

Ouch my face hurts! I've been into a pimple-clearing facial in DermClinic last night. Enough for the pimples eh'. . . Every prick was painful though! But I know that my impurities such as darkspots (well-known as pimple scars) and blackheads, will subside in few days!

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Congratulations WILLIAM ORTIGAS CRUZANA!

You passed the entrance examination for ACCOUNTANCY.

Should you desire to pursue your application for admission, please report to the Admissions Office for the payment of reservation fee (1,000 PhP, non-refundable). Please make your payment on or before April 12, 2007.

Your exam score also qualifies you to enroll in the following degree program(s):

ACT, AR, BA, CE, EMG, ENT, ESE, GEG, HRM, ID, IE, IEMG, INT, IT, MAS, MSE, PCM, PSYA, PSYB

I already passed the CET in Mapua IT. (Shown above) Batch no. 401 and applicant no. 59. I now have an option, next to my main objective school, to feel safe.

Well, I'm kinda worried now with my study. Yeah! I knew that we still do not have any proper classes since last week. Yes, it's fun to have no classes. And everything will serve as our siesta time. And since, you don't have to review for those neck-breaking quizzes, listen to the discussions, or read the long, sometimes boring, and unfashioned stories which will be discussed by our teachers sooner or later. . . Cute! But, how about our grades? What will be our teachers' mark on our class-cards? and in fact, we are already in our third quarter! Sigh, now can you guess? hehe ♪

A wonderful, romantic, and fairytale-like night. . . ♥ ♥

Oh yeah baby!! ♪ ♪

Last night was so quixotic! As what I have told you, that night will be so memorable. So true! The party-boys and girls heated up the sizzling dance floor and as well as the others, pretending to be lonely, heated up their goo-goo chairs. Everything did work out fine! The foods were somewhat great and the place, that supposed to be a simple gym, was turned out into a hotel-looking palace.

Almost everyone grabbed their sweet partners and danced each other softly with the background music of the outstanding love songs of today. It was not just an all-night, love-centered evening but also a disco-dance party!

"♣ It was not just a night, but a lovely night. ♣"

Tantananananann.. ♥ ♥

"Love will spill through the open air. Sweetness and magic will sprinkle on our crystal-like eyes. Tomorrow's
night will lead and show us the path to the real world. Seniors, we are
not those sweet children anymore, we are officially young men and
women."

The long wait will be over soon. . . Enough for the crave. . Fun will begin. . .

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The soon-to-be memorable and classy night will give smiles to our hungry mouths. Maybe, the night tomorrow will start new friendships or maybe some twinkling love affiars among the students. No one knows, the one that you may be dancing with will be the one who'll be your wife/husband later. I'm not assuming, I'm just stating some possiblities. TOMORROW'S SENIORS' NIGHT WILL SURELY CAPTURE OUR ATTENTION. :-) Guys will get shocked of the looks of our gal classmates tomorrow as well as gals will be mesmerized by their goodlooking guy classmates. Well then, no more fuss! Let's begin! ( I'm too excited huh?!) hehe.

Seniors' Night Countdown. . .

It is already November 21, 2006, Tuesday. On Friday, November 2, everybody will back it up! Hence, it's very clear that everyone was done looking for garments to wear for our Seniors' Night. According to my survey, they already have some oozing outfit to match for that once in a life of a senior event. I already have, too! But it's not as good as expected.

All the things that I planned today were ruined. With those suffocating ideas that some bloke and gals threw straight to my face. Well, I have not planned to do what they asked for anyway. In fact, I feel terribly bad lately. Not emotionally crossed, but simply my body can't plea everything back to normal. Because of that, my restless body dropped and convinced me to settle down just for a day. I'm acrimoniously sick today, so I can't come to my classes tomorrow. I know that I'm sick today, but the stubborn con here wants himself to waste his time for writing something here. See?

Smackdown! Vs. Raw 2007 - Released!

The long wait for the releasing of new version of WWE game is officially over. You'll never know what is behind the bars. Play the latest game offered by THQ and Jaks Pacific in your own Xbox or Playstation 2!

I already have a copy! get yours too!

The moment that I have been waiting for. . .

Tireless practices, near-to-death conversations, undying review for the cracking examination days, are all over! At last, I found peace and prestige with my family. A day without hassles or pesters. I relaxed, ate, took pictures and had a good talk. Yesterday at St. Monique Valais was different!

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Cruzana Family with tita Vonnie's family (from Canada) and her sister (from Paris)

♪ Sitti Navarro's Cafe Bossa

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Sitti Navarro.

I'm crazy over her right now. Her songs are really great! I just got a CD from one of my friends in school, Mikey. He's a friend and an avid fan of Sitti. He lent me his CD with Sitti's autograph :-) And later, I will transfer Sitti's songs to my iPod.

Sitti is entirely different you know. She does not belong in the trying-hard groups popping out in the music industry. She's humble, has astounding voice, gorgeous, and really sophisticated. Almost perfect!

I bet that you are perfectly familiar with the song Close to you. Sitti has a different rendition of it. Bossa Version! I like it very much since the beat makes my body pump!

I do not revere girl singers and OPM that much, but Sitti is off the topic. Basta! I like her and her songs. Got to watch some of her shows next gig.

*** Thanks to Mikey for letting me borrow his Sitti Cafe Bossa CD for my iPod.

Check Sitti's site:
http://stonehouse1.multiply.com/journal

Crackwhole Confessions no. 2

Everything is set! My plans are torpid but I'm fully decided to do it. Tomorrow will be our 3rd Monthly Examination. I know that this time, I will not face any failure. It must serve as a new better scene of my life. I want to graduate on March with medals hanging on my neck. Through prayers and belief, I know I can do it little by little! I hope that my studies will be as much as successful as our play.

I must not write a confession like Rousseau did. I must not be depressed. But I'm fully tormented of what is happening. I wrote another confession to ease the guilt here, knowing that I am recently grassed with desperate confusion. There's nothing wrong on being sentimental, right? Everybody knows it. We can't keep our bad insights haging really bad.

Confession no. 2.1:

I don't like what happened yesterday. We were waiting outside our next room when Cathryn Chan walked in front of us, without noticing me. The incident happened 3 times. She's not wearing her eyeglasses. Yeah, she has a blurred vision. I know that some of the witty gals in our class started laughing. I heard them ask me if she is my girlfriend and didn't she realize that I was there standing or she's really snobbing me. I just smiled.

The worst happened recently. Same time, same place. They were waiting for Cathryn to pass by and told me to repose and stand attentively. Wicked! They bet that Cathryn will not talk to me again. They warned me not to text her. The money staked? 200. Damn hell shit! I sauntered madly. Not even heeding what they were saying. I just opened my iPod and made the volume so loud so I can't hear them. I was meters away from them and saw Cathryn. I didn't want to sob so I calmed my voice and told her everything. She said sorry a lot of times and it didn't matter anymore! I know that her reason was legitimate.

Under Renovation :-)

- House Painting - ( last Saturday and Sunday )

4-E Victorious!

AIDA MUSICAL (JRU Playfestival 2006) by: E-4ce Production
Last November 10, 2006

Song: Written in the Stars

(Aida met Radames to tell that they cannot meet anymore (although they love each other very much). Since Radames needs to marry Amneris.)

Look how terrible our faces are. :-) But it gave chills to the audience .

Radames: Oh you are all I ever want but this I am denied. Sometimes in my darkest thoughts I wish

I never learned

Radames and Aida: What is it to be in love and have that love returned.

Aida: Is it written in the stars? are we paying for some crime is that all that we are good for? Just

a stretch of mortal time!

Radames and Aida: Or some God's experiment in which we have no say. In which we are given

paradise but only for a day. . .

Song: Enchantment Passing Through (Reprise)
(They were buried together. Inside the tomb.)
Aida: It's so dark.

Radames: Give me your hand. I'm right here with you. There's another world waiting for us, Aida. I can feel it! The way I always knew there is a world in every bend of the Nile. Just waiting to be discovered.

Aida: You'll find me in that world?

Radames: If I have to search for a hundred lifetimes, I will find you again, Aida.

(They hugged each other. Knowing that it will be their last before their death inside the tomb.)

OUR AWARDS:

7 out of 8

Best Play

Best Director - Rachel Ann Gavilan

Best Actor - William O. Cruzana, Jr. (me :-D)

Best Actress- Ley Ann Christian Castillo

Best Supporting Actress- Jessica Therese Naguit

Best Teaser

Best Costume and Design

Birthdays are meant to come. . That day will give you unlimited happiness. . .

Happy Birthday to ME! Happy Birthday to ME! :-)

I just turned 16 last October 31. Instead of celebrating it on my original birthdate, my parents and I decided to have it on Oct. 28.

My birthday, attended by 80 special guests composed of my family, relatives, classmates / close friends, took place in Greenbelt 1 Shakeys.

It was like I'm in one of my greatest dreams. :-) They gave me unequalled gifts, astonishing special numbers, and gave me sweet greetings and wishes. :-)

Above Picture: Family picture with Cathryn and Capt. Shakeys!

Picture with some of my classmates / friends
( from left to right: Colleen, Ashbel, Rozanne,

Charisse, Francer, me, Geneve, Rachel, DJ,

JT, Ley, and Nhorby)

Pic with my little cousins. :-)

(From left to right: Me, Paula, Kate, Camille, Charmee, Trisha)

My sis and I. (wearing Bubuyog Shades) hala!

It was an ideal morning. I was sitting on a comfortable blue chair staring at the green trees outside our clear glass window. The birds were freely humming their sacred hymns. Moreover, the trees were dancing with the strong coil of that perfect morning. Because of the bountiful morning, I remembered my days when I was in Singapore. The place where the environment is really clean and green.

For me, eating during cold weather is so enjoyable. I told my mother to give me a beef noodles with vegetables on top for breakfast. I demanded her to give me iced tea and ice cream with banana for dessert. Just like it was my rest day! I started flipping my phone over and over again. After that, I read my newly acquired magazines.

I told my aunties and uncles that I'm glad for the cancellation of classes since I have a daybreak instead of finishing my work in school. Well, my bad. That was not a good excuse since I need to put myself into cramming! I didn't want to crucify myself! Oh well, I then remembered my articles for the upcoming edition of scroll. Need to finish 'em.

So I rested the whole day, trying to recover my energy while thinking for a roughdraft for the articles. The MP3 was on and I was enjoying every bit of it. I was playing Ku-on in PS2 when electricity went off. My sister freaked out since she's working with her projects for finals. Subsequent to that, the typhoon came and it scattered the rain so hard! Fortunately, my two cousins were with us. If i'm not mistaken, the typhoon was calculated as Signal no. 4. The storm splashed and woofed! It shaved all the trees and pricked some parts of the roofs of our neighbors. The trunk of a tree took off in our hallway! We heard a lot of trees falling and paper-like-roofs swaying everywhere.

It's over now. Well, thank God we are all safe. :-)

originally posted in blogs.friendster.com

2006.09.29

Crackwhore Confessions

I hate but I love this day. . . I don't want to rain, but I really want to rain. . . I yearn to hear the brawny wind strolling down the trees, but I am really craving for that summer days.

I heard them say that I am lucky with everything that I have in life. . . I don't ask for more, but I want to glimpse with that something hidden in the midst of nowhere. Will it be the happiness? or more or less cruficial loneliness?

I want to find time for my girlfriend. People think that we were through with our relationship because they don't see us. My friends and her friends are asking if we are still together. My girlfriend told me that I am too busy and have no time for her. I know that she's getting upset and soon she'll break our connection. I don't want that to happen so I need to figure it out.

I am often judged with my identity and definitely, they say that I am well-off. I found it annoying since everytime that we have classroom activities involving money in our school, the words "mayaman ka naman eh! kaya mo ng bayaran yan" keep on murmuring on their mouths. Oh! they said it many times! Let's say that my parents are earning but we don't have excess money to purchase that 1,000,000 pesos worth of things. I am merely not a billionaire.

I am often situated with happiness and loneliness. If I opted for this, why can't I change it? Can it be happiness alone? Upon hearing the coil or something, more and more this sadness keeps on murdering my totality. Maybe It is just psychological thinking instead of using my hidden crucial thinking. Damn it!

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There are 3 thoughts to eliminate from our thinking:

I got this from a book and this really helped me out. :-)

1. "No one cares about you" This temptation towards self-pity is a lie. People do care, and most importantly, God cares.
2. "You won't succeed." A little advice, don't listen with their negative thougths about you. Best thing to do is to keep that as a challenge in your life. In addition to that, think of these little words, ate gwen said, "It is better to be judged than you are the one judging."
3. "Just give up." Learn to sacrifice, Persevere and finish the race!

originally posted in blogs.friendster.com

2006.09.27

Suddenly Unexpected. . .

It was our CAT subject when our commandant gave us 10 demerits for sporting long hair. Darn! I just had my haircut last week. Isn't it unfair?

Time for our practice. We went to the office to ask permission to our Principal if we can watch the video of our dance. She volunteered to be our instructor for our number. Imagine, a Principal teaching a dance?! ISN'T IT SO UNUSUAL?! :-)

originally posted in blogs.friendster.com

2006.08.24

After coming to a decision of discarding my blog, here I go again. . . Blogging.. Yipee!

I think I really miss this journal. :-) I'm really sorry for the inconvinience. ha ha. I have faced a lot of hindrances which led me to my own verge of breaking down. Imagine, a man with conviction to journalizing will discard his own blog?! Even though he know that it was his only covet?! ha ha. You can call me insane or even crazy. :-)

I would rather consider my hectic schedule. After I was elected as the President of our school's Student Council, a lot of duties headed down on my own prespective. Hardwork and creativity startled me. But, my subordinates and I know that we can cope without a freaking mess. Only this time I had found an instance wherein I can perform again my self-fullfilment. My examination freaked me out too. We were cheerless for the results. Unexpectedly, your green guy received 2 line of 7s in the test. It was a big lamentation since I was expected to be the role-model for all. Babawi nalang kami. hehe..

I was busy also with my preparation for college. I am still choosing between Mapua I.T. and DLSU. We went to Taft Avenue last week to see DLSU and earlier this morning in Makati to see Mapua . "Bahala na kung san makakapasa. . ." Regarding with UP, I still don't know. . . he he.

originally posted in blogs.friendster.com

2006.08.22