Tuesday, April 3, 2007

Tamang Trip sa iPod ♪ ♪

I got the idea from my sister, Danica. La lang. I think it is fun! I'll try it also.
Good luck sa mga lalabas. I hope that this will work for me. :-) hahaha *grabs my i-Pod Video"


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first, how many songs are in your ipod?

>> 378. Yay! Talo ako ni ate. 394 sa kanya. hahaha!
put your player into shuffle. answereach question with the title of thesong that plays. hit next after everyquestion.

1. how was your day?

>>> Collide by Howie Day - collide means crash; bump; smash together. I watched Turistas with Francis, Rasa, and Sarah at Mega Mall Cinema this afternooon. To tell you honestly, I didn't like what I saw. Full of blood, violence and gore. Yeah, I can't get myself over it! Still, my mind is a total wreck. ;-P

2. how are you feeling today?

>>> Somewhere I Belong by Linkin Park

"I wanna heal I wanna feel What I thought was never real I want to let go of the pain I felt so long Erase all the pain till its gone I wanna heal I wanna feel Like Im close to something real I want to find something I've wanted all along Somewhere I belong"

- Oh my. Exactly! That's what I'm feeling today. I have this pain inside that cannot be erased. I think I'm lost. Candidly, I want to know where I really belong.

3. how's your life?

>>> In My Bed by Rain (Bi) - Factual! My summer vacation is really boring. I do always stay in bed. Sleeping, taking a nap, bumming around! I have nothing to do. Yeah!

4. heartbroken?

>>> Missing by Evanescence - Oh! Tamang tama to. Something is really missing inside my heart. I wasn't able to distinguish it before. But hey! I know the truth lately. You are missing. And, I miss you.

5. crushing?

>>> Boulevard of Broken Dreams by Green Day - Alas! Sorry. I ruined the tiny string of connection between my crush and I. All my dreams for us have fallen apart. Love is currently out of my system.
This iPod trip is shocking. I think this is working.

6.inlove?
>>> One Day I'll Fly Away by Nicole Kidman - Senti nanaman. YEAH! One day I'll Fly Away. No LOVE, No LIFE. Since sa Moulin Rouge tong song na 'to, connect ko to na sabi ng partner ni Satine (Nicole Kidman)

"Love is like an oxygen. Love lifts us up where we belong. All we need is love!"
- Ewan McGregor (Christian, Moulin Rouge)

7. kamusta naman kayo ng crush/mahal mo?

>>> Incomplete by Backstreet Boys - Huh? Yun nga. wala ako crush or love nga yun. Yeah. Incomplete nga.

8. eh kamusta nman kayo ng minsan mong naging crush/minahal?
>>> Beauty and Madness by MYMP - Wala pong connect. Hehehe. Cheers!

9. pano ka masayahan?

>>> Para sa Akin by Sitti Navaro

Kung ika’y magiging akin
Di ka na muling luluha pa
Pangakong di ka lolokohin
Ng puso kong nagmamahal
Kung ako ay papalarin
Na ako’y iyong mahal na rin
Pangakong ikaw lang ang iibigin
Magpakailanman
[chorus]
Di kita pipilitin
Sundin mo pang iyong damdamin
Hayaan nalang tumibok ang puso mo
Para sa akin
Kung ako ay mamalasin
At mayron ka nang ibang mahal
Ngunit patuloy ang aking pagibig
Magpakailanman
[repeat chorus]
Kung ako ay papalarin
Na ako’y iyong mahal na rin
Pangakong ikaw lang ang iibigin
Magpakailanman
[repeat chorus 2x]

- Hahaha. yan. Tama ulit. Ganyan ako sasaya. Mapasaakin ka lang. Haha. Labo ko! Wala nga ako crush diba? Siguro sa future love nalang yan.
10. pano ka naman magalit?

>>> I Wanna Know by Joe - Yes. I really wanna know how to be mad. I can't make myself angry! Do I really have this kind heart? It's kinda irritating.

11. how does your crush feel towards you?

>>> Good Enough by Evanescence - Good Enough, ok naman siguro. :-) Approve!

12. how's your lovelife?

>>> Step Too Far by AIDA OBC - Yeah. Tama yan. I feel like Radames. I'm half ecstatic, half dejected.

13. anong song ang idededicate mo para sa crush mo?

>>> In the End by Linkin Park - Hahahaha! The song is so bitter. Kasi nga I don't have crushes right now. Kaya siguro ganun. I tried so hard but in the end, it doesn't really matter.

14. anong song naman ang idededicate niya para sayo?

>>> My Immortal by Evanescence - Aww. Am I dead? *touch myself* Hindi pa. hahaha. I'm breathing. For those who do not know, this song is for someone who went away. Tama naman. Kasi di ko na siya crush and I left so pwedeng ito na rin.

15. ano ang theme song ng buhay mo?

>>> Peep Show by Joe - Yucky! hahaha. Am I pervert? Shitty. hahaha. Lyrics kasi nyan ito: Taking you from the bed to the wall to the floor. S*xing you, S*xing me, Freaky Freaky. Hahahahaha! Conclusion ----- Partly correct. LOL!

16. song mo para sa minsan mong minahal?

>>> Karma by Alicia Keys - Oi anu to?! hahaha. Tama. Karma mo kasi di mo ko minahal! Ulol!

17. song nman niya para sayo?

>>> Spolarium by Imago (Original by Eraserheads) - What's the connection? Hmm. Siya lang pwede makasagot niyan. *Bow*

18. mahal mo pa ba siya hanggang ngayon?

>>> For All of my Life by MYMP - Ampf! Ayoko na. I don't want to do this anymore! Confession: Minahal ko siya pero mahal ko pa rin siya. Labo ko. Pang habang buhay na ba? Ampf! Ampf! Ampf! I don't want to feel the pain again. Once had happened. Let that once be the first and the final.

19. masaya ka ba?

>>> So Yesterday by Hilary Duff - Wow. So Yesterday. Yeah. Kahapon masaya ako . And that yesterday is a long long long long long time ago.

20. your fave song?

>>> Confessions Part II by Usher - Di ko to masyadong pinapansin, But, I can review this song. Siguro nga. I do have a lot of confessions to make and to share. I made a lot of transgressions already. Think WILLIAM think.

Monday, April 2, 2007

"We are very squared peg and round hole."

"We are very squared peg and round hole."

I have come to this idea that I should practice my writing ability again. You heard that right. I'll be blogging again. I should note that multiply is not only for pictures but also for a long lost hobby and most loyal friend, Ms. Writing. Yes. Ms. Writing is my best friend. I have been telling her all my sentiments ever since that I knew my expertise in English. Message for Ms. Writing: I'm so sorry if I have dumped you for a lot of times now. *BIG EYES*

CRAP! Enough for this childish act. Ms. Writing is not REAL! Ok. Arte ko. Let me rewrite that; MS. WRITING to writing alone. Yeah! I'm not a KID anymore. ABSOLUTELY. I ought to remember that I am about to unfold a new chapter of my life. I am a YOUNG ADULT. YOUNG ADULT. yeah, YOUNG ADULT, so to speak.

Do you see the sentence written in bold and big font above? You do, of course. And you should! Things have been so horrible lately and to be freaking honest, those words have never been away inside my cranium. Love should be out of my system for now. TOTALLY! it sucks. It is unfortunate for me that the person I loved and I are not really compatible.

It is really oblivious, isn't it? Obviously, you can't insert a hook with a shape of square into a circular hole. That is a total loss. Like in love, you can't force a relationship that cannot be made and is not written in the stars. Everything would be a big crap and an insignificant matter. You heard me right again. I will never be with that person. Fate has brought us together. As what everything could be so peculiar, has taken us apart. Haphazardly, no future can be made between the two of us. ** You might be reading this, I just wish, and kind of confused about what hell has gotten on me so far. Well, the story is frantic, and being complimented by tragic heartbreak. Sigh! I have never gotten the sweetest bliss. Bliss that might fill my shallow contentment.

Am I a child of the wildnerness? Born into emptiness? If I am, then I should learn to be lonely. I must just follow the discouraging song and the dilemma is over. Tsk. But give me a break! I know that I'm not! And I will never be! What I learned is that something is just missing; and love and acceptance are the words. Don't get me wrong! I am not desperate still. I have just come into this confusion that has never flown away. This can lead to a hopeless case unless someone will show love to me. I have no idea if someone is really there or has flown away too. Don't ask me. I really have no idea. I beg you! Are you there? Hear my knock! Please! Don't let me wait in vain.
can also be seen in my Multiply - http://jzeckseoul.multiply.com