Friday, August 31, 2007

Alienated

I KNOW I AM NOT THE REAL ME.

I'm not supposed to do such things.

I'm totally changed and still frustrated.

JUST TAKE ME OUT OF THE DARK.

'cause I can't be on it FOREVER.

Kalokohan at Kakornihan

CRUZANA JR, WILLIAM O. FIL10 / AY02 SETYEMBRE 1, 2007

TAKDANG-ARALIN BLG. 2 PROF. FAJARDO

NOTE: Kalokohan lang to, pero assignment.

PARABULA – “Ang Pagkakamali”

S- SETTING – Sa kalagitnaan ng isang gubat, may nuno sa punso na nakatayo. Sa nuno sa punso na iyon, may mansyon ng isang pamilyang langgam.

P- PARTICIPANTS – Ang nakatira sa mansyon sa loob ng nuno sa punso na iyon ay sina Gustang at Biling na langgam kasama ang 2 anak ni Biling. Si Gustang, na sing laki ng bangaw at kilala sa pagiging matapang, ay ang tumatayong ama sa naiwang pamilya ni Melong, ang dating asawa ni Biling.

E- ENDS – Nagsimula ang kaguluhan sa pamilya nang pumasok sa pinto si Gustang na lasing dahil kakagaling lang sa kaarawan ng kaibigan. Nakita niya doon ang dating asawa ng kinakasama na si Melong. Ayaw man niyang sabihin ay gusto niyang ipaalam ito kay Biling.

A- ACT OF SEQUENCE - “Biling, wag ka magugulat. Buhay pa si Melong.” Sinabing mahinahon ni Gustang. Sumagot si Biling habang naglalagay ng Pond’s Moisturizer sa mukha, “Sira-ulo! Wag mo kong lolokohin.” “Hindi kita linoloko. Babarilin ko na sana e!” Sambit ni Melong habang tinatanggal ang kanyang leather na jacket. Umiyak ng umiyak si Biling at pinagpabukas na lang ang usapan.

K- KEYS – Kinabukasan, nagplanong puntahan ni Biling si Melong na napabalita niyang nakatira sa condominium sa itaas ng puno. Kinausap muna niya ang kanyang mga anak… “Papaano kung buhay pa ang inyong ama?” Sabi ni Biling sa kanyang mga anak habang nagae-aerobics. “Mommy, ayos lang po kung buhay pa si daddy. Wala kasi pong kwenta yang si Gustang mo. Laging lang po hinihingi lang ang pera mo.” Sumabat agad panganay na anak na kumukuha ng BS Computer Science sa kolehiyo. “Mommy, ayoko na po siya mabuhay. Di na naman ako makakapagyosi at makakainom.” Dahil sa walang kakwenta-kwentang sagot ng lalaking anak, pinagsasampal ni Biling ang lalaking anak gamit ang maraming kamay nito.

I- INSTRUMENTALITIES – Nag-text si Melong kay Biling para sabihing lasenggero si Gustang. “Buhay nga ang loko!” Sigaw ni Biling. Tinawagan ni Biling si Melong dahil hindi na siya makapagpigil. “Hello! Kailangan natin magkita! Choppy ka… Ayusin mo.” Binabaan ni Melong si Biling ng cellphone. Tinawagan ulit ni Biling si Melong.

N- NORMS – Nag-usap sila tungkol sa kanilang dalawa. “Patay ka na dba?! Ba’t buhay ka?” Sabi ni Biling na kumakain ng chocolate. Sumagot ang kausap, “Sino ka? I don’t know you, girl!” “Melong! Si Biling to! Ang asawa mo. Sabi mo ay patay ka na? “Hello girl! Si Gela to. Dating si Gelo. Melong ka diyan! Patay na yun diba?! Eklaboo eklaboo chenes chenes ka diyan!”

G- GENRE – Nanggagalaiti si Biling. Napagkamalan lang pala ni Gustang na si Melong si Gela. Pumasok si Gustang at nagaway sila. “Hindi si Melong yon hunghang!” galit na sinabi ni Biling. “Eh magkamukha sila eh!” Paliwanag ni Gustang. “Gustang! Mag-isip ka! Mga langgam tayo. Magkakamukha tayong lahat! Kahit ikaw kamukha kita!”

Nasampal ni Biling si Gustang dahil sa inis. Nagalit si Gustang at pinutol ang isang kamay ni Biling. Sa galit ng dalawa, naghabulan sila sa gitna ng gubat. Sapakan doon… Sapakan dito… Dahil sa kanilang pagaaway, di nila namalayan na naapakan na pala sila ng taga-lupa. Namatay silang dalawa.

Monday, August 27, 2007

Got Lost in the Middle of Nowhere

Grabbed from Angelie.

Last person who broke your heart:
Everyone knows it. That fucks a lot!

Last song syndrome:
Your Guardian Angel by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus. There's something nice in the song.

Last movie seen:
Hairspray. I watched it alone.

Are you in love:
Yeah. Perhaps. I don't know.

Is there a place you want to go in the future:
I want to be in a place where I can escape from the real life.

Will you ever/get married:
I am not sure. I don't know if someone loves me. If none, let it be.

Regrets:
I have regrets everyday. In short, I already have a lot.

What do you feel at the moment:
I feel problematic and tired. I'm so damn tired.

How long have you known your love?
I don't know. Last year? at that GREEN stuff in the net.

Last person you emailed:
None. Mail is somewhat insignificant.

Song you are listening to right now:
Missing by Evanescence. It gives some gothic flavor. I can relate from this song so much.

Plans for tomorrow:
Attend Math10-1, FIL10, Eng10 and PE1. Rock-climbing in Rockwell. I want to fall from the top. I'M LOOKING FORWARD TO FALL!

Plans for next saturday:
Gimick? Not sure. I REALLY want to.

Plans in the future:
Do everything I want before I die.

Do you think you've met the one you'll spend your life with:
Perhaps. I have NO IDEA.

Last thing you ate:
Mom's special sinigang. Well, it was delicious.

Last date with who:
Hayy, I dated with gateway, I love you gateway.

Last time you were at the beach:
Last week. Mom's company anniversary. Maya-Maya Yatch Club, Nasugbu, Batangas.

Any word stuck in your mind...LWS, last words syndrome:
Why do people smoke?

Last time you were at a rooftop:
Before I answered this survey.

Last time you were on a bridge:
When I waited in the dark.

Last time you were in an awkward situation:
THIS DAY SUCKS.

Last time you felt too much love you cried:
I love and hurt.

Last time you argued/fought with someone and with whom?
.........

Last time you prayed:
I pray everyday. I want to get rid of my problems.

Are you okay:
NO. Comfort me.

Friday, August 24, 2007

Journal in Math 10-1

CN 103 MATH 10-1 AYO2 JOURNAL NO. 2

CRUZANA JR, WILLIAM O. August 25, 2007

Signature Date

How Have You Gone in Math10-1?

Honestly speaking, there were times that I always questioned how Math could possibly studied if it would not be necessary in the near future. It was like I did become a very baffled person because the thought about how I could use, for example, the “square root of 99 times x over 100” in our future jobs. My awful point was Mathematics should not be added to the main subjects. Eventually, when I entered the steep world of College, I realized that I did have a wrong perception. Math is a fastidious but pleasurable subject and it should be taken really serious.

I started my college life without any idea of what could be the possible lessons in the Math10-1. Unluckily, I did not have anything in stock. Thinking of my past performances, I would say that I highly passed my Mathematics-related subjects in high school before. It was just that I had gotten memory lapses and had forgotten how to do this and that last summer. Awful to say, I was not too serious when I took my math subjects in my last school year in high school. The next will not be meant for boasting, despite the laziness, I still got the grade of 86 and 85 for Calculus and Statistics to think that I didn’t participate well in class and my only strength was just my self-study if the exams or quizzes were near.

I feel different about this Math 10-1. For me, AY02 is really happy to have very entertaining but full of knowledge classes everyday. I am one of those individuals in AY02 who find it really nice! Anyone would have fun while learning when hearing “Uiiii, Ahmm, Cancel oh!” Because of this delight, I would assume that I’ve been doing just well since the start of the class. Things have improved little by little. Two of these improvements that I am talking about are in academics like I’ve fully understood the factoring, which I really hated before, and I entirely overcame the fear of applications on rational exponents.

Now, I’m optimistic and looking forward to relearn the next lessons. However, it does not end there for me. I want that “just well” to be excellently great. With the help of our dearest block and greatly trained teacher, my wits can get constantly better. Confusion will never visit me again, if ever. And all I have to do is to feel confident in the finals for I know indisputably that the hardest problem that Math could give me would just be solved easily.

Journal in MATH10-1 AY02

CN 103 MATH 10-1 AYO2 JOURNAL NO. 2

CRUZANA JR, WILLIAM O. August 25, 2007

How Have You Gone in Math10-1?

Honestly speaking, there were times that I always questioned how Math could possibly studied if it would not be necessary in the near future. It was like I did become a very baffled person because the thought about how I could use, for example, the “square root of 99 times x over 100” in our future jobs. My awful point was Mathematics should not be added to the main subjects. Eventually, when I entered the steep world of College, I realized that I did have a wrong perception. Math is a fastidious but pleasurable subject and it should be taken really serious.

I started my college life without any idea of what could be the possible lessons in the Math10-1. Unluckily, I did not have anything in stock. Thinking of my past performances, I would say that I highly passed my Mathematics-related subjects in high school before. It was just that I had gotten memory lapses and had forgotten how to do this and that last summer. Awful to say, I was not too serious when I took my math subjects in my last school year in high school. The next will not be meant for boasting, despite the laziness, I still got the grade of 86 and 85 for Calculus and Statistics to think that I didn’t participate well in class and my only strength was just my self-study if the exams or quizzes were near.

I feel different about this Math 10-1. For me, AY02 is really happy to have very entertaining but full of knowledge classes everyday. I am one of those individuals in AY02 who find it really nice! Anyone would have fun while learning when hearing “Uiiii, Ahmm, Cancel oh!” Because of this delight, I would assume that I’ve been doing just well since the start of the class. Things have improved little by little. Two of these improvements that I am talking about are in academics like I’ve fully understood the factoring, which I really hated before, and I entirely overcame the fear of applications on rational exponents.

Now, I’m optimistic and looking forward to relearn the next lessons. However, it does not end there for me. I want that “just well” to be excellently great. With the help of our dearest block and greatly trained teacher, my wits can get constantly better. Confusion will never visit me again, if ever. And all I have to do is to feel confident in the finals for I know indisputably that the hardest problem that Math could give me would just be solved easily.

Sunday, August 5, 2007

Zecky-OLOGY

Got this CRAP from MINA. Hehehe

Let others know a little more about yourself, repost "(your name)OLOGY"

Q: What is your salad dressing of choice?
- I don't eat WEIRD veggies.

Q: What is your favorite fast food restaurant?
* KFC! I love their CHICKEN.

Q: What is your favorite sit-down restaurant?
* Barrio Fiesta

Q: On average, what size tip do you leave at a restaurant?
* 20 php.

Q: What food could you eat every day for two weeks and not get sick of it?
* I guess CHICKEN with SPAGHETTI.

Q: What are your pizza toppings of choice?
* Ham and Cheese! Simple but delicious.

Q: What do you like to put on your toast?
* Cheese Spread

TECHNOLOGY

Q: What is your wallpaper on your
computer?
* Picture of me and my mapuan friends in Bonifacio High Street.

Q: How many televisions are in your house?
* We only got one. Believe it or not. :-)

BIOLOGY

Q: Are you right-handed or left-handed?
* Right-handed

Q: Have you ever had anything removed
from your body?
* Pimples and Chalazion. Did I get the question right?

Q: What is the last heavy item you lifted?
* Mina's bag. SOO HEAVY. Lol!


Q: Have you ever been knocked unconscious?
* When I was in Dencios, Jupiter St.

BULLCRAPOLOGY

Q: If it was possible, would you want to know the day you were going to die?
* I wouldn't want. SUSPENSE PARE! I WANT SUSPENSE BABEH! Hehehe.


Q: If you could change your name, what would you change it to?
* William Chong-Go, i lurve this! para pansinin diba? haha. Honestly, no. I love my name.

Q: What color do you think looks best on you?
* I guess GRAY. :-)

Q: Have you ever swallowed a non-food item by mistake?
* Not yet. NOT YET! Try natin. :-) HAHA!

Q: Have you ever saved someone’s life?
* In quizzes, long-exams, lololol. wala pa naman.


Q: Has someone ever saved yours?
* Yup. I almost drowned. Thanks to my Aunt Elvie. :-)

DAREOLOGY

Q: Would you kiss a member of the same sex for $100?
* Okay lang. MAKE THE OFFER HIGHER! :-) Hehehe.

Q: Would you allow one of your little fingers to be cut off for $200,000
* No! I love my FINGERS.

Q: Would you never blog again for $50,000?
* Of course! I can still pursue writing without the net.

Q: Would you pose naked in a magazine for $250,000?
* Okay lang. HAHAHA! Porn! Yaiks!

Q: Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for $1000?
* NOOOO COMMENT. I hate hot sauce! :-

Q: Would you, without fear of punishment, take a human's life for $1,000,000?
* No, I'd rather set a person free than kill him/her.

DUMBOLOGY

Q: What is in your left pocket?
* Right now? My other phone with my locker key and Mapua lace.

Q: Is Napoleon Dynamite actually a good movie?
* I haven't watched it. Did it ever exist?

Q: Do you have hardwood or carpet in your house?
* Hard-wood? Yeah. Why ask?

Q: Do you sit or stand in the shower?
* Stand, Hehehe!

Q: How many pairs of flip flops do you own?
* I only have three. I'm not a fan. :-)

Q: Last time you had a run-in with the cops?
* HEY!
Kahapon ata. Nagshoplift ako sa Louis Vuitton. Haha! Kidding lang. Wala ah. :-)

Q: What do you want to be when you grow up?
* CPA/CEO/Businessman/IT Expert. Ohh. Marry me na. We'll both have a good future! Lol!

Q: Who is number 1 on your top 8?
* God and FAMILY. They come first. :-)

LASTOLOGY

Q: Friend you talked to?
* Over the cellphone? Mina.

Q: Last person who called you?
* Tae ang name nya e. STALKER. Tsk.

Q: Person you hugged?
* Dami na. Want to experience? HAHAHA. Come here! lol!

FAVORITOLOGY

Q: Number?
* 26

Q: Season?
* Winter, ROMANTIC.

CURRENTOLOGY

Q: Missing someone?
* Wala naman masyado, hehe. Yoko paobvious e.

Q: Mood?
* A bit depressed. but with CONTENTMENT naman. :-)

Q: Listening to?
* Cold Water by Damien Rice

Q: Watching?
* Myself through the mirror. Aba! Artista ah. HAHA!

Q: Worrying about?
* Day 5 in the training.

RANDOMOLOGY

Q: First place you went this morning?
* Bathroom. HEHE. :-)

Q: What can you not wait to do?
* Play the newly purchased PIANO! I can't wait for my BABY ETERNA ( piano ) to arrive. WEDNESDAY please come!

Q: What’s the last movie you saw?
* The Simpsons. It was f***ing hilarious!

Q: Do you smile often?
* They say I look mad in school. :-) BUT as a fact for the people who do not know me, I SMILE A LOT! :-)

Q: Are you a friendly person?
* ASK MY FRRIIIIIEEEEEEEEENNNNNDDDDDDDSSSSSS