Alienated

I KNOW I AM NOT THE REAL ME.

I'm not supposed to do such things.

I'm totally changed and still frustrated.

JUST TAKE ME OUT OF THE DARK.

'cause I can't be on it FOREVER.

Kalokohan at Kakornihan

CRUZANA JR, WILLIAM O. FIL10 / AY02 SETYEMBRE 1, 2007

TAKDANG-ARALIN BLG. 2 PROF. FAJARDO

NOTE: Kalokohan lang to, pero assignment.

PARABULA – “Ang Pagkakamali”

S- SETTING – Sa kalagitnaan ng isang gubat, may nuno sa punso na nakatayo. Sa nuno sa punso na iyon, may mansyon ng isang pamilyang langgam.

P- PARTICIPANTS – Ang nakatira sa mansyon sa loob ng nuno sa punso na iyon ay sina Gustang at Biling na langgam kasama ang 2 anak ni Biling. Si Gustang, na sing laki ng bangaw at kilala sa pagiging matapang, ay ang tumatayong ama sa naiwang pamilya ni Melong, ang dating asawa ni Biling.

E- ENDS – Nagsimula ang kaguluhan sa pamilya nang pumasok sa pinto si Gustang na lasing dahil kakagaling lang sa kaarawan ng kaibigan. Nakita niya doon ang dating asawa ng kinakasama na si Melong. Ayaw man niyang sabihin ay gusto niyang ipaalam ito kay Biling.

A- ACT OF SEQUENCE - “Biling, wag ka magugulat. Buhay pa si Melong.” Sinabing mahinahon ni Gustang. Sumagot si Biling habang naglalagay ng Pond’s Moisturizer sa mukha, “Sira-ulo! Wag mo kong lolokohin.” “Hindi kita linoloko. Babarilin ko na sana e!” Sambit ni Melong habang tinatanggal ang kanyang leather na jacket. Umiyak ng umiyak si Biling at pinagpabukas na lang ang usapan.

K- KEYS – Kinabukasan, nagplanong puntahan ni Biling si Melong na napabalita niyang nakatira sa condominium sa itaas ng puno. Kinausap muna niya ang kanyang mga anak… “Papaano kung buhay pa ang inyong ama?” Sabi ni Biling sa kanyang mga anak habang nagae-aerobics. “Mommy, ayos lang po kung buhay pa si daddy. Wala kasi pong kwenta yang si Gustang mo. Laging lang po hinihingi lang ang pera mo.” Sumabat agad panganay na anak na kumukuha ng BS Computer Science sa kolehiyo. “Mommy, ayoko na po siya mabuhay. Di na naman ako makakapagyosi at makakainom.” Dahil sa walang kakwenta-kwentang sagot ng lalaking anak, pinagsasampal ni Biling ang lalaking anak gamit ang maraming kamay nito.

I- INSTRUMENTALITIES – Nag-text si Melong kay Biling para sabihing lasenggero si Gustang. “Buhay nga ang loko!” Sigaw ni Biling. Tinawagan ni Biling si Melong dahil hindi na siya makapagpigil. “Hello! Kailangan natin magkita! Choppy ka… Ayusin mo.” Binabaan ni Melong si Biling ng cellphone. Tinawagan ulit ni Biling si Melong.

N- NORMS – Nag-usap sila tungkol sa kanilang dalawa. “Patay ka na dba?! Ba’t buhay ka?” Sabi ni Biling na kumakain ng chocolate. Sumagot ang kausap, “Sino ka? I don’t know you, girl!” “Melong! Si Biling to! Ang asawa mo. Sabi mo ay patay ka na? “Hello girl! Si Gela to. Dating si Gelo. Melong ka diyan! Patay na yun diba?! Eklaboo eklaboo chenes chenes ka diyan!”

G- GENRE – Nanggagalaiti si Biling. Napagkamalan lang pala ni Gustang na si Melong si Gela. Pumasok si Gustang at nagaway sila. “Hindi si Melong yon hunghang!” galit na sinabi ni Biling. “Eh magkamukha sila eh!” Paliwanag ni Gustang. “Gustang! Mag-isip ka! Mga langgam tayo. Magkakamukha tayong lahat! Kahit ikaw kamukha kita!”

Nasampal ni Biling si Gustang dahil sa inis. Nagalit si Gustang at pinutol ang isang kamay ni Biling. Sa galit ng dalawa, naghabulan sila sa gitna ng gubat. Sapakan doon… Sapakan dito… Dahil sa kanilang pagaaway, di nila namalayan na naapakan na pala sila ng taga-lupa. Namatay silang dalawa.

Got Lost in the Middle of Nowhere

Grabbed from Angelie.

Last person who broke your heart:
Everyone knows it. That fucks a lot!

Last song syndrome:
Your Guardian Angel by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus. There's something nice in the song.

Last movie seen:
Hairspray. I watched it alone.

Are you in love:
Yeah. Perhaps. I don't know.

Is there a place you want to go in the future:
I want to be in a place where I can escape from the real life.

Will you ever/get married:
I am not sure. I don't know if someone loves me. If none, let it be.

Regrets:
I have regrets everyday. In short, I already have a lot.

What do you feel at the moment:
I feel problematic and tired. I'm so damn tired.

How long have you known your love?
I don't know. Last year? at that GREEN stuff in the net.

Last person you emailed:
None. Mail is somewhat insignificant.

Song you are listening to right now:
Missing by Evanescence. It gives some gothic flavor. I can relate from this song so much.

Plans for tomorrow:
Attend Math10-1, FIL10, Eng10 and PE1. Rock-climbing in Rockwell. I want to fall from the top. I'M LOOKING FORWARD TO FALL!

Plans for next saturday:
Gimick? Not sure. I REALLY want to.

Plans in the future:
Do everything I want before I die.

Do you think you've met the one you'll spend your life with:
Perhaps. I have NO IDEA.

Last thing you ate:
Mom's special sinigang. Well, it was delicious.

Last date with who:
Hayy, I dated with gateway, I love you gateway.

Last time you were at the beach:
Last week. Mom's company anniversary. Maya-Maya Yatch Club, Nasugbu, Batangas.

Any word stuck in your mind...LWS, last words syndrome:
Why do people smoke?

Last time you were at a rooftop:
Before I answered this survey.

Last time you were on a bridge:
When I waited in the dark.

Last time you were in an awkward situation:
THIS DAY SUCKS.

Last time you felt too much love you cried:
I love and hurt.

Last time you argued/fought with someone and with whom?
.........

Last time you prayed:
I pray everyday. I want to get rid of my problems.

Are you okay:
NO. Comfort me.

Journal in Math 10-1

CN 103 MATH 10-1 AYO2 JOURNAL NO. 2

CRUZANA JR, WILLIAM O. August 25, 2007

Signature Date

How Have You Gone in Math10-1?

Honestly speaking, there were times that I always questioned how Math could possibly studied if it would not be necessary in the near future. It was like I did become a very baffled person because the thought about how I could use, for example, the “square root of 99 times x over 100” in our future jobs. My awful point was Mathematics should not be added to the main subjects. Eventually, when I entered the steep world of College, I realized that I did have a wrong perception. Math is a fastidious but pleasurable subject and it should be taken really serious.

I started my college life without any idea of what could be the possible lessons in the Math10-1. Unluckily, I did not have anything in stock. Thinking of my past performances, I would say that I highly passed my Mathematics-related subjects in high school before. It was just that I had gotten memory lapses and had forgotten how to do this and that last summer. Awful to say, I was not too serious when I took my math subjects in my last school year in high school. The next will not be meant for boasting, despite the laziness, I still got the grade of 86 and 85 for Calculus and Statistics to think that I didn’t participate well in class and my only strength was just my self-study if the exams or quizzes were near.

I feel different about this Math 10-1. For me, AY02 is really happy to have very entertaining but full of knowledge classes everyday. I am one of those individuals in AY02 who find it really nice! Anyone would have fun while learning when hearing “Uiiii, Ahmm, Cancel oh!” Because of this delight, I would assume that I’ve been doing just well since the start of the class. Things have improved little by little. Two of these improvements that I am talking about are in academics like I’ve fully understood the factoring, which I really hated before, and I entirely overcame the fear of applications on rational exponents.

Now, I’m optimistic and looking forward to relearn the next lessons. However, it does not end there for me. I want that “just well” to be excellently great. With the help of our dearest block and greatly trained teacher, my wits can get constantly better. Confusion will never visit me again, if ever. And all I have to do is to feel confident in the finals for I know indisputably that the hardest problem that Math could give me would just be solved easily.

Journal in MATH10-1 AY02

CN 103 MATH 10-1 AYO2 JOURNAL NO. 2

CRUZANA JR, WILLIAM O. August 25, 2007

How Have You Gone in Math10-1?

Honestly speaking, there were times that I always questioned how Math could possibly studied if it would not be necessary in the near future. It was like I did become a very baffled person because the thought about how I could use, for example, the “square root of 99 times x over 100” in our future jobs. My awful point was Mathematics should not be added to the main subjects. Eventually, when I entered the steep world of College, I realized that I did have a wrong perception. Math is a fastidious but pleasurable subject and it should be taken really serious.

I started my college life without any idea of what could be the possible lessons in the Math10-1. Unluckily, I did not have anything in stock. Thinking of my past performances, I would say that I highly passed my Mathematics-related subjects in high school before. It was just that I had gotten memory lapses and had forgotten how to do this and that last summer. Awful to say, I was not too serious when I took my math subjects in my last school year in high school. The next will not be meant for boasting, despite the laziness, I still got the grade of 86 and 85 for Calculus and Statistics to think that I didn’t participate well in class and my only strength was just my self-study if the exams or quizzes were near.

I feel different about this Math 10-1. For me, AY02 is really happy to have very entertaining but full of knowledge classes everyday. I am one of those individuals in AY02 who find it really nice! Anyone would have fun while learning when hearing “Uiiii, Ahmm, Cancel oh!” Because of this delight, I would assume that I’ve been doing just well since the start of the class. Things have improved little by little. Two of these improvements that I am talking about are in academics like I’ve fully understood the factoring, which I really hated before, and I entirely overcame the fear of applications on rational exponents.

Now, I’m optimistic and looking forward to relearn the next lessons. However, it does not end there for me. I want that “just well” to be excellently great. With the help of our dearest block and greatly trained teacher, my wits can get constantly better. Confusion will never visit me again, if ever. And all I have to do is to feel confident in the finals for I know indisputably that the hardest problem that Math could give me would just be solved easily.

Zecky-OLOGY

Got this CRAP from MINA. Hehehe

Let others know a little more about yourself, repost "(your name)OLOGY"

Q: What is your salad dressing of choice?
- I don't eat WEIRD veggies.

Q: What is your favorite fast food restaurant?
* KFC! I love their CHICKEN.

Q: What is your favorite sit-down restaurant?
* Barrio Fiesta

Q: On average, what size tip do you leave at a restaurant?
* 20 php.

Q: What food could you eat every day for two weeks and not get sick of it?
* I guess CHICKEN with SPAGHETTI.

Q: What are your pizza toppings of choice?
* Ham and Cheese! Simple but delicious.

Q: What do you like to put on your toast?
* Cheese Spread

TECHNOLOGY

Q: What is your wallpaper on your
computer?
* Picture of me and my mapuan friends in Bonifacio High Street.

Q: How many televisions are in your house?
* We only got one. Believe it or not. :-)

BIOLOGY

Q: Are you right-handed or left-handed?
* Right-handed

Q: Have you ever had anything removed
from your body?
* Pimples and Chalazion. Did I get the question right?

Q: What is the last heavy item you lifted?
* Mina's bag. SOO HEAVY. Lol!

Q: Have you ever been knocked unconscious?
* When I was in Dencios, Jupiter St.

BULLCRAPOLOGY

Q: If it was possible, would you want to know the day you were going to die?
* I wouldn't want. SUSPENSE PARE! I WANT SUSPENSE BABEH! Hehehe.

Q: If you could change your name, what would you change it to?
* William Chong-Go, i lurve this! para pansinin diba? haha. Honestly, no. I love my name.

Q: What color do you think looks best on you?
* I guess GRAY. :-)

Q: Have you ever swallowed a non-food item by mistake?
* Not yet. NOT YET! Try natin. :-) HAHA!

Q: Have you ever saved someone’s life?
* In quizzes, long-exams, lololol. wala pa naman.

Q: Has someone ever saved yours?
* Yup. I almost drowned. Thanks to my Aunt Elvie. :-)

DAREOLOGY

Q: Would you kiss a member of the same sex for $100?
* Okay lang. MAKE THE OFFER HIGHER! :-) Hehehe.

Q: Would you allow one of your little fingers to be cut off for $200,000
* No! I love my FINGERS.

Q: Would you never blog again for $50,000?
* Of course! I can still pursue writing without the net.

Q: Would you pose naked in a magazine for $250,000?
* Okay lang. HAHAHA! Porn! Yaiks!

Q: Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for $1000?
* NOOOO COMMENT. I hate hot sauce! :-

Q: Would you, without fear of punishment, take a human's life for $1,000,000?
* No, I'd rather set a person free than kill him/her.

DUMBOLOGY

Q: What is in your left pocket?
* Right now? My other phone with my locker key and Mapua lace.

Q: Is Napoleon Dynamite actually a good movie?
* I haven't watched it. Did it ever exist?

Q: Do you have hardwood or carpet in your house?
* Hard-wood? Yeah. Why ask?

Q: Do you sit or stand in the shower?
* Stand, Hehehe!

Q: How many pairs of flip flops do you own?
* I only have three. I'm not a fan. :-)

Q: Last time you had a run-in with the cops?
* HEY! Kahapon ata. Nagshoplift ako sa Louis Vuitton. Haha! Kidding lang. Wala ah. :-)

Q: What do you want to be when you grow up?
* CPA/CEO/Businessman/IT Expert. Ohh. Marry me na. We'll both have a good future! Lol!

Q: Who is number 1 on your top 8?
* God and FAMILY. They come first. :-)

LASTOLOGY

Q: Friend you talked to?
* Over the cellphone? Mina.

Q: Last person who called you?
* Tae ang name nya e. STALKER. Tsk.

Q: Person you hugged?
* Dami na. Want to experience? HAHAHA. Come here! lol!

FAVORITOLOGY

Q: Number?
* 26

Q: Season?
* Winter, ROMANTIC.

CURRENTOLOGY

Q: Missing someone?
* Wala naman masyado, hehe. Yoko paobvious e.

Q: Mood?
* A bit depressed. but with CONTENTMENT naman. :-)

Q: Listening to?
* Cold Water by Damien Rice

Q: Watching?
* Myself through the mirror. Aba! Artista ah. HAHA!

Q: Worrying about?
* Day 5 in the training.

RANDOMOLOGY

Q: First place you went this morning?
* Bathroom. HEHE. :-)

Q: What can you not wait to do?
* Play the newly purchased PIANO! I can't wait for my BABY ETERNA ( piano ) to arrive. WEDNESDAY please come!

Q: What’s the last movie you saw?
* The Simpsons. It was f***ing hilarious!

Q: Do you smile often?
* They say I look mad in school. :-) BUT as a fact for the people who do not know me, I SMILE A LOT! :-)

Q: Are you a friendly person?
* ASK MY FRRIIIIIEEEEEEEEENNNNNDDDDDDDSSSSSS

Homework in CS12 - How does technology affect your daily life?

CRUZANA JR, WILLIAM O. CS12 / AY02 JULY 25, 2007

C.N.3

Every one of us deals with the use of technology on our daily lives. Human today can see technology everywhere. We wake with the use of an alarm clock, cook breakfast on a gas-powered or electric stove, and go to school by car, bus, or any kind of transportation. We work on computers in lighted classrooms, complete our homework and copy lectures using pen and paper, and perhaps, watch television or listen to music before heading to bed. As we can assume, people who are used to living in the contemporary time could not live a day without the use of it. As an addition to that, we collide with technology from our morning activities up to the last minute of the day.

As for me, technology has been greatly affecting my daily life. It gives comfort and ease in every work that has been needed to be done. In my morning activities, I wake in the morning using the alarm clock to avoid being late. In cooking, my mother uses gas-powered or electric stove to ready the foods for breakfast. Truthful to say, without it, food preparation could eat a lot of effort and time. To make things a little bit ingenious, in going to school, we opt to take a walk or go to school by automobiles. Advantageous isn’t it? As an example, imagine yourself taking a walk from your house in Mandaluyong to Mapua Makati. It would definitely discharge your energy, lessen your performance in school, and require you to leave the house hours before your first class.

The use of technology does not end in the morning, as what I have said, technology works 24/7. In any time of the day, when we want to go some far places, we take a ride instead of walking. Again, this can help us avoid getting tired and let us be readied for the next activities. In terms of communication, telephones and cellphones eliminate the hurdles in communicating with other people. Text, call, or even video call, are really convenient to do. E-mail, on the other hand, offers us easy mailing even the receiver or sender lives in a very far place. These technology-based activities prove that technology does give advantages than harm.

Over the years, technologies have been made-up to speak to society's tribulations or to accomplish its rising desire for speed and convenience. In schools, technology is still present albeit students think such things are just normally placed and used. We are widely familiar with the use of PowerPoint that makes our reporting easier and more entertaining. Not only that, but also the MS Word, which is also a program in the computer, makes our typing and research easier. So to be speaking, the computer is a great example of the use of technology. Computerized-cashiers, the Cardinal Plus and computers in the laboratory are just three of the tremendous machines made through technology in the Mapua campus.

In some instances, though new technologies might appear drastically different from the ones they're anticipated to replace, more frequently than not, the previous technology remains present in the new. Light bulb, as an example, replaces the use of candles. Fair enough, light bulbs do not start fire and do not need to be lighted by a match as well. But take note, light bulb, like a candle, is a source of light.

I believe that everyone would agree if I would tell that technology has been the most helpful thing in the world. Yes, technology is a great thing and it has been helping me a lot. But one should not forget that everything in this world has its opposite side. I stated all the advantages of it without forgetting how it could be a little devastating and disadvantageous. Abuse and misuse of it can lead to such. Let us say too much reliance to technology can give us problems as an example. Sad to say, though technology makes our works easier, our voluntary thoughts of exercising to be physically well has been ripped from us. I, being a man who thinks, choose to balance the work through the use of technology and physical work.

Independency

4 days left and my parents will come home. . .

I miss them already.

I'd rather be DEAD if I'll live without them.

Mission and Vision - Journal No. 1 for MATH 10-1

CN 103 MATH 10-1 AYO2 JOURNAL NO. 1

CRUZANA JR, WILLIAM O.

MY MISSION:

My mission as an accountant is to offer world class and reasonable services. Being a skilled accountant, I aspire to provide my customers with an excellent accounting, business, and tax services. In addition, I aim to support businesses and individuals create important monetary decisions and put into practice financial plans with a primary goal of customer satisfaction.

MY VISION:

• To be a well-known accountant because of hard work and dedication to the job.
• To be considered as one of the leading accountants in and out of the country.
• To be an accountant who is ready to meet challenges of being in the profession.
• To provide solutions in every problem that my clients have in line with my profession.
• To take every work excellently and with dignity instead of working just for the sake of receiving high payments.
• To impart my expertise by working to the fullest.

Last Words

I f**king don't CARE!

**Live life as you want it to be.

**I can't fight every battle with you anymore.

**Don't talk. Just let me GO.