Not Anymore

Loneliness can be altered after all. I have come to realize that I would not be isolated if I did not choose to be one. Shocking to know, I felt stagy when I drooped down to the thoughts that I've been hurting myself through that. They say I am friendly. . . but why do I not trust any of them?

Whenever I have problems, my friends are always there for me. . . And I appreciate them for that. Right now, I can feel the guilt of having experience of being one of my friends' outlets when they have problems. I, though not sharing my personal problems, have been told about kept problems of my peers.

I was once regarded by not just one, but many individuals, as a good giver of advice. Yes, I could give solutions to other people's problems. . . but the fact behind that. . . I could not give any solution to my own problems. I tainted every big problem that I cannot solve. I wish next time, in times of dilemmas, I'd keep myself tough.

As I said, I've gone too far. I'll never be shallow. . . not anymore. . .