HELLWEEK

I'm so stressed out! Freaking reports and this damn practice set are killing me.

This term is gonna to END soon!

Take Me To Bora. X_X

I wanna PARTY.

X_X I love my Siomai. X_X

Almost Dead

I don't know why I am still kicking despite the fact that my third term has been so arduous. Management, Philosophy and Economics are hell for me recently. Expectations run still. My mom would kill me if I got a grade lower than 2. Sigghhhhhh. College really makes me look older and older and older and older..

My Problems...

• 1 3 5 grade in Management. Those who are excellent will get a grade of 1. Those who are mediocres will get 3. I don't mind the 5 because I know that I will pass no matter what. I just want to get out of the hell in Management with a ONE.
• Heavy assignments given by my Professor in Macroeconomic who is a very experienced one from New York. Sure thing, the answers are really hard to find. Book and other references are not relevant. I always read deep so as to find the answers to his questions.
• The heck in Philosophy. I got 4 in the first quiz, 2.5 in second quiz, and perhaps, a flunk in the midterm. I don't understand why I am in a hard time remembering those names and their philosophies.

And many many many many many moreeeeeeee. . . God help me. . .

Tagalog Surbey!

1. Anong huli mong ginawa bago ka
nagbukas ng friendster mo?
- Nag-gitara at nag-piano

2. Saan ka huling nagpuntang lugar?
Kailan? Anong ginawa mo don?
- Sa Institute ng Kaalaman at Teknolohiya ng Mapua, nagbasabasa, nakinig sa propesor ko na taga-New York. Picarro. Nosebleed ako kanina.

3. Lagi ka bang gumigimik?
- Swemps! HAHA! Di naman gaano. Dalawang beses o tatlong beses sa isang linggo. Ayos ba?

4. Sino ang lagi mong kasama gumimik?
- Kaibigan sa Kolehiyo at mga pinsan.

5. Mahilig ka ba sa Italian food?
- Oo naman. Mahal ko na nga e.

6. Kumakain ka ba ng isaw?
- Ano yun? Yun ba yung parang barbecue? Hindi. Barbecue lang.

7. Madali ka bang magkacrush?
- Oo, basta maganda, sexy, at matalino. ATTT HOTTT. HAHA! Biro lang.

8. Madali ka bang ma in love?
- Malamang hindi. Kung pinakitaan ba ako ng pagmamahal e. Di ko pa din mamahalin. HAHAH! Manhid ba?

9. Nagagalit ka ba sa sarili mo?
- SOBRA! Kapag naguguluhan ako at gumawa ng kalokohan. Tsk tsk.

10. Prangka ka ba?
- Mukha kang suso? Ganun ba? Hindi e. Mabait ako at maingat sa salita na tao e.

11. Umiyak ka na ba sa harap ng ibang
tao?
- Sa Dencio's, sa friend ko. Nakakita siya ng gwapo at hot na umiiyak. Haha. Dahil kasi kay ano yun e. Basta si Gateway yun.

12. Maarte ka ba?
- Maarte saan? Hindi siguro. Maarte lang ako sa pakikipaghati sa pagkain at pagpili ng gamit.

13. Mahilig ka bang mang-asar?
- Di naman. Tanong mo sa mga Kaibigan ko sa Kolehiyo at Hayskul.

14. May tao na bang nakasakit sayo?
- Lahat naman meron e. Pero susunod na mananakit sakin papatayin ko. Morge ang delivery nun, tsong. Bigtime! BWAHAHAHAHHA!

15. May tao bang muntik na magsuicide
dahil sayo?
- Hindi ko alam. Pag kasi kaharap ko sila... Namumula at Masaya.. Siguro pag binasted ko. HAHAHAHAH! Putek. Ang feeling.

16. May pupuntahan ka ba bukas?
- Oo, sa Mapua, babe.

17. Umiinom ka ba ng tubig?
- Magugulat ka ba kung sasabihin kong hindi?! Abno! Lahat naman tayo umiinom nun.

18. Anong pinakagusto mo autumn,
winter, spring o summer?
- Summer. Kasi parang ayun lang meron sa Pinas e. Di ako laking States, babe.

19. Masaya ba ang buhay?
- Basta may pera. HAHA!

20. Kailan ka huling nagkaron ng
kaaway? sino?
- Teka lang, sa bar. Gabigabi meron e. Di ko kilala. WAHAHAHAHA!

21. Anong oras na?
- lima : apat at pito. OK??

22. Nasaan ka ngayon? Sinong kasama
mo?
- Sa kwarto. Ako lang magisa. WAHAHHAHA!

23. Kumain ka na ba? ano?
- Kaninang lunch, sa jollibee, mapua - makati branch. highclass ang jollibee anu? haha! 2pcs. burger steak, 39ers 1pc bruger steak with 2 pcs. shanghai rolls, Yum Burger with Cheese. HEHEHE. Takaw ba?

24. Marunong ka bang mag-play ng
musical instrument?
- Gitara at Piano, pwede ko bang sabihing magaling din akong kumanta at sumayaw? Gusto ko lang magyabang. Okay di pala pwede. HAHAHHAHAHHHHA!

25. Marunong ka bang kumanta?
- Kakasabi lang. Redududunt ka naman, babe e.

26. Nagppray ka ba?
- Yeah, love ko si God e.

27. Ano nararamdaman mo ngayon?
- Natatawa sa pinagsusulat ko dito at dahil umalis na si Dad.

28. Anong gagawin mo after this
survey?
- Maglalaro ng Fatal Frame III. Ayos e. Di ako natatakot.

29. Song na nasa Isip mo?
- The Longest Story ng Daphne loves Derby. Hanep sa lungkot e.

O sige. Bbye! Salamat sa pagbabasa. Wala kasing magawa e. Tsk tsk.

Survey

u have to choose!! isa lang..
bawal both, none or either

1. Yosi o alak?
- I don't smoke e. Hala! Alak nalang.

2. Spaghetti o Palabok?
- Spaghetti. Italian!

4. Flowers o Chocolates?
- CHOCOLATES. My covet.

5. Yellow o Green?
- Green.

6. food o drinks?
- Drinks. Especially ... HAHA!

7. Phone o Pc?
- I would want to say PC.

8. to dance o to sing?
- Singing is one of my assets. Picarro!

9. Tahimik o Maingay?
- Maingay, I don't want someone who is
really boring.

10. Backless o Topless?
- HUH?! Di ako nagbabackless. HAHAHA!
Pwede ba briefless?! HAHHAAAAAAA.
Daring ang Picarro!

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wat wud u say pg cnabi sayo
ito ng bf/gf mo?

(KUNG MERON)

1."Iiwanan mo rin ba ako?"
- "Hindi ko alam. Baka. I need to do
some soul-searching.." AYOOSSSSiii!

2. "Ayokong halikan ka"
- Edi wag! Padentist ka muna ha.

3. "Nagyo-yosi ka ba? itigil mo na
kaya"
- kaw ang tumigil. =)

4. "Crush ko dati yung kaibigan mo"
- Ehhh Picarro ka pala e. 90 na yun a!
BWAHAHAHHAHA

5. "Ayoko na! Break na tayo,kailangan
ko pa hanapin sarili ko"
- "di hanapin mo. Baka nasa pwet mo,
nagkakape." Yuck! Ang skwater.

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*Anong sasabhin mo pag sinabi sayo
ito ng kaibigan mo?

1. "Wag ka nga maingay!"
- "Di naman kasing lakas ni Aleizza
a..." HAHAHA! Ayos ba?

2. "Ang gulo mo!"
- Oo na. Alam ko. Wag mo na ko
kausapin.

3. "Crush ko bf mo"
- HUWATTT?! Di ako nagBBF! BWAHAHA@

4. "Ouch! ang sakit!"
- Sige, let's do it slowly. YAAAAYYY

5. "gimik tayo!"
- Sige, basta taya mo.

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wat wud u do pag sinabi sayo ito ng
parents mo?

6. "Wag kang aalis!"
- Opo sige po, wag po ka po din po
aalis po bukas po.

7. "Okay na ba sayo tong 50 pesos na
baon?"
- Heyy. Before 300 a day tapos ngayon
50? Mahirap na ba tayo?

8. "Wag ka nang sasama sa mga
kaibigan mo"
- I love my friends as much as I love
you. I will kill for them mom/dad.
NAAAAKSSSSSS!

9. "Mag seminaryo/kumbento ka nlang!"
- Ma, Baptist tayo, di Catholic.

10. "I-break mo na bf mo, hndi ko
siya gusto"
- HALA. Di ako nagbbf! BWAHAHAHA

Hi 2008!

“A resolution would mean, "The process or act of resolving a problem or a firm decision to do something." – Webster’s Dictionary”

When I was a kid, it seemed that as if I really have to wait for an eternity to end just for New Year to get nearer. Now that I am much older, and busy enough, it seems that the months just fall off the calendar, getting rid of the lengthiness of summer and bringing a new year earlier. Each year, most of the people think of invariable changing of their lives academically, physically and emotionally. Indubitably, making a New Year’s Resolution is sure a big aid. In verity, writing down your goals that you exaggeratedly covet is as likeable as taking down notes for future reference, so to speak.

It has been a habit for me to create a list of my resolutions every year to add challenge to my life. Not only that! My main objective apiece year is to correct or change the things I suppose I had mistakenly done in the previous year. Year 2007 was in no doubt an erroneous blast and as anticipated, I was able to achieve 60% of my previous resolution. It is categorically different from others who are always unable to carry out the things they promised to change.

My main resolution for this year is my lifestyle. I have had this assumption that an individual would fully encounter all the endless possibilities once you are already in college. I would divulge that I have been a party bloke last year due to some discoveries, which was not me in the majority of my early years. Every sip of Vodka and the stuff is controllable. What I like about myself is that I am aware of moderation, that doing such is applied to each and every activity I supposedly have. Yes, I do not opt to change that because as explained to my parents, that is how I spell fun. I know that I am dependable enough and I would never take advantage of the freedom of which my parents have given me. Though I am having fun most of the time, I, myself, know that I discern my confines and my responsibilities to my affable education, wacky friends, supportive parents, bulging society, and most especially, to our Redeemer.

Second to my main promise, is my recurrent depression that I have fully wanted to overcome. The fact that there is no huge dilemma at all but I am completely down and unrepressed. For that, I bet that this has been stress. Another thing that I do not want to forget is my study habit. As what I have just held, I know my tasks to accomplish. One of which is to finish College with recognition. I just want to make sure that I am completely focused in my entire stay in the institution I am currently enrolled at. With the assist of the people who have been at my side, I can, without doubt, achieve it.

So far, those are the things that are on my mindset now. I strongly deem that I would not have to wait for a new year to draw closer to promise or alter things. Resolutions can be made anytime and wherever. People do change everyday, and I am into the process of changing each and everyday as I make decisions. If you have seen something wrong and unlikeable with yourself, change it right away. Do not wait for that moment wherein you have been fully regretful of it. Perhaps, others do have an outlook that changing is to be done only in the New Year. I fret not.

10 mins before October 31

11:50p.m.

Okay... Obviously, I have not posted anything here in my multiply for ages. This post is so wala lang. I just remembered my forgotten multiply account. Oh well, I just want to say that my birthday is coming. And ohhh... Another year is added to make me old and reasonable enough. I still have five minutes to say anything that I want to say before October 31 enters.

Here I go....

Weng-weng.

Epal.

Zombie.

Screwdriver

HAHAHA!

.... I wasted a minute for that. HAHA!

Here's the real one..

I so want to thank the people who CHOSE to step into my life and didn't try to leave. For one reason, that so speakingly little way made me feel so important. I really appreciated the people who made it! ( Ohh. I have 3 minutes left ) I want to thank my friends, especially my AY02 friends, who made me feel cool and separated from self-killing loneliness.

Lastly, I wanna thank my family for being there. And I wanna thank You God for giving me another year. =D Thanks for the unending blessings as well. =D

IT'S ALREADY 12AM! Happy Birthday to ME! Happy Birthday to ME! Goooood night!

Nice William!

My Grades

Course Section Grade Completion CS12 AY02 2.00 CS12L AY02 1.50 ENG10 AY02 2.00 FIL10 AY02 2.00 MATH10-1 AY02 2.00 NSTP11 AY02 1.50 PE11 BC2 1.75 Weighted Average: 1.96 Copied from http://my.mapua.edu.ph. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Should I be contented or what? I need to WORK HARDER! So as for me to get the grade of 1.4 and above! Dream big.

Alienated

I KNOW I AM NOT THE REAL ME.

I'm not supposed to do such things.

I'm totally changed and still frustrated.

JUST TAKE ME OUT OF THE DARK.

'cause I can't be on it FOREVER.

Kalokohan at Kakornihan

CRUZANA JR, WILLIAM O. FIL10 / AY02 SETYEMBRE 1, 2007

TAKDANG-ARALIN BLG. 2 PROF. FAJARDO

NOTE: Kalokohan lang to, pero assignment.

PARABULA – “Ang Pagkakamali”

S- SETTING – Sa kalagitnaan ng isang gubat, may nuno sa punso na nakatayo. Sa nuno sa punso na iyon, may mansyon ng isang pamilyang langgam.

P- PARTICIPANTS – Ang nakatira sa mansyon sa loob ng nuno sa punso na iyon ay sina Gustang at Biling na langgam kasama ang 2 anak ni Biling. Si Gustang, na sing laki ng bangaw at kilala sa pagiging matapang, ay ang tumatayong ama sa naiwang pamilya ni Melong, ang dating asawa ni Biling.

E- ENDS – Nagsimula ang kaguluhan sa pamilya nang pumasok sa pinto si Gustang na lasing dahil kakagaling lang sa kaarawan ng kaibigan. Nakita niya doon ang dating asawa ng kinakasama na si Melong. Ayaw man niyang sabihin ay gusto niyang ipaalam ito kay Biling.

A- ACT OF SEQUENCE - “Biling, wag ka magugulat. Buhay pa si Melong.” Sinabing mahinahon ni Gustang. Sumagot si Biling habang naglalagay ng Pond’s Moisturizer sa mukha, “Sira-ulo! Wag mo kong lolokohin.” “Hindi kita linoloko. Babarilin ko na sana e!” Sambit ni Melong habang tinatanggal ang kanyang leather na jacket. Umiyak ng umiyak si Biling at pinagpabukas na lang ang usapan.

K- KEYS – Kinabukasan, nagplanong puntahan ni Biling si Melong na napabalita niyang nakatira sa condominium sa itaas ng puno. Kinausap muna niya ang kanyang mga anak… “Papaano kung buhay pa ang inyong ama?” Sabi ni Biling sa kanyang mga anak habang nagae-aerobics. “Mommy, ayos lang po kung buhay pa si daddy. Wala kasi pong kwenta yang si Gustang mo. Laging lang po hinihingi lang ang pera mo.” Sumabat agad panganay na anak na kumukuha ng BS Computer Science sa kolehiyo. “Mommy, ayoko na po siya mabuhay. Di na naman ako makakapagyosi at makakainom.” Dahil sa walang kakwenta-kwentang sagot ng lalaking anak, pinagsasampal ni Biling ang lalaking anak gamit ang maraming kamay nito.

I- INSTRUMENTALITIES – Nag-text si Melong kay Biling para sabihing lasenggero si Gustang. “Buhay nga ang loko!” Sigaw ni Biling. Tinawagan ni Biling si Melong dahil hindi na siya makapagpigil. “Hello! Kailangan natin magkita! Choppy ka… Ayusin mo.” Binabaan ni Melong si Biling ng cellphone. Tinawagan ulit ni Biling si Melong.

N- NORMS – Nag-usap sila tungkol sa kanilang dalawa. “Patay ka na dba?! Ba’t buhay ka?” Sabi ni Biling na kumakain ng chocolate. Sumagot ang kausap, “Sino ka? I don’t know you, girl!” “Melong! Si Biling to! Ang asawa mo. Sabi mo ay patay ka na? “Hello girl! Si Gela to. Dating si Gelo. Melong ka diyan! Patay na yun diba?! Eklaboo eklaboo chenes chenes ka diyan!”

G- GENRE – Nanggagalaiti si Biling. Napagkamalan lang pala ni Gustang na si Melong si Gela. Pumasok si Gustang at nagaway sila. “Hindi si Melong yon hunghang!” galit na sinabi ni Biling. “Eh magkamukha sila eh!” Paliwanag ni Gustang. “Gustang! Mag-isip ka! Mga langgam tayo. Magkakamukha tayong lahat! Kahit ikaw kamukha kita!”

Nasampal ni Biling si Gustang dahil sa inis. Nagalit si Gustang at pinutol ang isang kamay ni Biling. Sa galit ng dalawa, naghabulan sila sa gitna ng gubat. Sapakan doon… Sapakan dito… Dahil sa kanilang pagaaway, di nila namalayan na naapakan na pala sila ng taga-lupa. Namatay silang dalawa.

Got Lost in the Middle of Nowhere

Grabbed from Angelie.

Last person who broke your heart:
Everyone knows it. That fucks a lot!

Last song syndrome:
Your Guardian Angel by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus. There's something nice in the song.

Last movie seen:
Hairspray. I watched it alone.

Are you in love:
Yeah. Perhaps. I don't know.

Is there a place you want to go in the future:
I want to be in a place where I can escape from the real life.

Will you ever/get married:
I am not sure. I don't know if someone loves me. If none, let it be.

Regrets:
I have regrets everyday. In short, I already have a lot.

What do you feel at the moment:
I feel problematic and tired. I'm so damn tired.

How long have you known your love?
I don't know. Last year? at that GREEN stuff in the net.

Last person you emailed:
None. Mail is somewhat insignificant.

Song you are listening to right now:
Missing by Evanescence. It gives some gothic flavor. I can relate from this song so much.

Plans for tomorrow:
Attend Math10-1, FIL10, Eng10 and PE1. Rock-climbing in Rockwell. I want to fall from the top. I'M LOOKING FORWARD TO FALL!

Plans for next saturday:
Gimick? Not sure. I REALLY want to.

Plans in the future:
Do everything I want before I die.

Do you think you've met the one you'll spend your life with:
Perhaps. I have NO IDEA.

Last thing you ate:
Mom's special sinigang. Well, it was delicious.

Last date with who:
Hayy, I dated with gateway, I love you gateway.

Last time you were at the beach:
Last week. Mom's company anniversary. Maya-Maya Yatch Club, Nasugbu, Batangas.

Any word stuck in your mind...LWS, last words syndrome:
Why do people smoke?

Last time you were at a rooftop:
Before I answered this survey.

Last time you were on a bridge:
When I waited in the dark.

Last time you were in an awkward situation:
THIS DAY SUCKS.

Last time you felt too much love you cried:
I love and hurt.

Last time you argued/fought with someone and with whom?
.........

Last time you prayed:
I pray everyday. I want to get rid of my problems.

Are you okay:
NO. Comfort me.