"We are very squared peg and round hole."

"We are very squared peg and round hole."

I have come to this idea that I should practice my writing ability again. You heard that right. I'll be blogging again. I should note that multiply is not only for pictures but also for a long lost hobby and most loyal friend, Ms. Writing. Yes. Ms. Writing is my best friend. I have been telling her all my sentiments ever since that I knew my expertise in English. Message for Ms. Writing: I'm so sorry if I have dumped you for a lot of times now. *BIG EYES*

CRAP! Enough for this childish act. Ms. Writing is not REAL! Ok. Arte ko. Let me rewrite that; MS. WRITING to writing alone. Yeah! I'm not a KID anymore. ABSOLUTELY. I ought to remember that I am about to unfold a new chapter of my life. I am a YOUNG ADULT. YOUNG ADULT. yeah, YOUNG ADULT, so to speak.

Do you see the sentence written in bold and big font above? You do, of course. And you should! Things have been so horrible lately and to be freaking honest, those words have never been away inside my cranium. Love should be out of my system for now. TOTALLY! it sucks. It is unfortunate for me that the person I loved and I are not really compatible.

It is really oblivious, isn't it? Obviously, you can't insert a hook with a shape of square into a circular hole. That is a total loss. Like in love, you can't force a relationship that cannot be made and is not written in the stars. Everything would be a big crap and an insignificant matter. You heard me right again. I will never be with that person. Fate has brought us together. As what everything could be so peculiar, has taken us apart. Haphazardly, no future can be made between the two of us. ** You might be reading this, I just wish, and kind of confused about what hell has gotten on me so far. Well, the story is frantic, and being complimented by tragic heartbreak. Sigh! I have never gotten the sweetest bliss. Bliss that might fill my shallow contentment.

Am I a child of the wildnerness? Born into emptiness? If I am, then I should learn to be lonely. I must just follow the discouraging song and the dilemma is over. Tsk. But give me a break! I know that I'm not! And I will never be! What I learned is that something is just missing; and love and acceptance are the words. Don't get me wrong! I am not desperate still. I have just come into this confusion that has never flown away. This can lead to a hopeless case unless someone will show love to me. I have no idea if someone is really there or has flown away too. Don't ask me. I really have no idea. I beg you! Are you there? Hear my knock! Please! Don't let me wait in vain.

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